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Yesterday, i trained at troys park class.......

embarrased myself......

WHY DO I ACT DIFFERENTLY WHEN CERTAIN PEOPLE ARE AROUND ?�?????????

i got a glimpse of rachels pain

nearly made myself sick...... FUCKIN�HELL

after that, i drove to andrews and looked at his new car.........12 months ago i would have drooled all over it..... But when i was looking at it i realised, i cant enjoy this anymore, i know what its doing to the planet, i know how rediculously over powered it is, i know that if i my friend lives for a whole month after getting it hes doing well.

its just not the right thing to do........

i guess thats why im having such a hard time calling ron now........ I dont wnat to work for him anymore..... I cant lia anymore.....and im sick of people telling me "its ok, everyone does it"�well i dontwant to be like "everyone"

i loved reading that time flannery book....... I miss reading it actually, i wish i could just keep up with his most recent studies and findings......

i think its that, that inspired me to do renewable energy engineering as apposed to just mechanical.

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laoshi sarah reminds me so much of leandra........ I cant help but think it.........

i feel so close to her...... Sarah i mean....... But i have to remember to keep myself distant.......�

iwas trying to give rachel a compliment and i feel like its just helped to distance us........ Sigh....... Whilst in cihna, i felt like i had a family that gave a shit...... Now that were back...... I realise it was all in my head.....

after my morning training yesterday, i went to the gym and trained for 2 hours..........

really over did it, i can feel it big time in my legs

i keep thinknig about laoshi amy.....

when i was training at my peak last time i felt this pull towards sparring, like i stoped caring about the forms as much as i had before........ In a way, i feel the same right now......

therse something about laoshi sarah and amy, what tey say, i take straight to heart........

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im sick of saying "one day" or "when were older"....... I want to start getting on with my life RIGHT�NOW
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in a recent entry, i stated that iapos;m having a hard time balancing my life. Iapos;ve been hurtling through these past two months, seemingly blinded to everything else thatapos;s going on. Iapos;m just going through the motions:�school, homework, boy, homework, school. But yesterday, i opened my eyes. I�came to a halt.�and i broke down.

luckily, the boy was with me: the one thing�about my life that i still have control over.



nights are hard. (you will also find this statement in a post from the summer).

everything i went through this summer is coming back. Iapos;ve been distancing myself from it all since iapos;ve been in school.�but you canapos;t turn your back on anything for good.



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i just feel lost. I need to get my feet back on the ground. And turn them in the right direction.

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Iapos;m watching 30MM and RR is making her stupid Indian take out food (of course she just adds a couple Indian spices and then calls it Indian food), and Iapos;ve realized, she cannot say "coriander" or "cumin", she must say "nice bright coriander" and "nice smoky cumin". For the love of god, JUST SAY "CORIANDER" AND "CUMIN". PLEASE.

P.S. She also said that when she orders Indian take out she requests that they go easy on the oil. Yeah, because you donapos;t use too much oil in your food when you make it at home at all. She is such a hypocrite.
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My sleeping schedule is so, so very weird. I fell asleep after Life on Mars last night... Then woke up around 2am, finished off the collection of Miracles, was still awake and so watched Angel on TNT. (They were the ones where Spikeapos;s just shown up as a ghost I couldnapos;t resist...) This meant falling asleep again at 7am, and then I slept til 1pm.

Course, I would have woken up earlier if Iapos;d know the atm in walking distance was out of order. Getting a ride was a pain in the ass, but I finally got Mike to pick me up at 8 tonight for it. Amandaapos;s birthday is today so it works out - I can deposit my paycheck and then do shots with her.

This also means I wonapos;t get any writing in today... I was doing really well with having a writing schedule but this week itapos;s just totally gone out the window. Maybe if I donapos;t have too much of a hangover tomorrow I can write some while Iapos;m at work...

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M has to take the grammar portion of the state standardized test today. We went over it (again) by singing School House Rock Grammar songs while going to school today.

A noun is a person, place or thing.
Conjunction junction, whatapos;s your function.
Mr. Morton is the subject of the sentence, and what the predicate says, he does.
Interjections show excitement or emotion...
Busy P
Verb, thatapos;s whatapos;s happenin.
Lolly, Lolly, Lolly, get your adverbs here.
I unpacked my adjectives.

Which one is your favorite?

A conference with the principal and Mapos;s LD teacher a couple of weeks ago got me thinking about the generation gap these songs represent. M was having trouble identifying the predicate doing homework. I sang "Mr. Morton" to him (heapos;s seen all the cartoons on dvd) and the light went on, and heapos;s aced all the tests since then. The discussion in the conference was at how surprisingly well M was doing with parts of speech (considering how poorly he does with anything else involving english). I sang the tag line for Mr. Morton and the principal (my age) lite up and laughed. Mapos;s teacher (mid 20apos;s) was puzzled.

My generation learned a lot from Schoolhouse Rock, then they went away about the time Katie was born, and finally came out on video when Mike was small. Thereapos;s a whole generation of people who canapos;t sing the Preamble or Conjunction Junction... And a lot of them are now teachers... Iapos;ve promised to lend the LD teacher our dvds.
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